Leslie Heywood, "Immanence, Transcendence, and Immersive Practices: Female
Athletes in U.S. Neoliberalism"
(page 5 of 7)
II. "The Non-Negotiable Needs of the Body": Biological Time and
Sport as Immersive Practice
Despite the emphasis on competitive models of sport perpetuated by
the dominant sport institutions and media, a different understanding of
sport is possible. The biological dimensions of sport experience, as
many female athletes have found, can themselves be experienced quite
differently from the negative significations that global capitalism and
tech time would assign them. Looked at in a different way, the
biological becomes something to be embraced rather than transcended or
escaped. The position of women in sports is always contradictory, and I
have up until this point only emphasized the negative sides of that
contradiction. But as "For the Women's Cross County Team" begins to
show, it is evident there is another, more positive potentiality that
emerges from the team's physical training. Looking at the poem and the
experience it describes from a slightly different angle, another picture
emerges. This picture was there from the beginning but was backgrounded,
since, as Mellor shows, the cultural logic of transcendence erases the
biological: "the social relations underpinning current patterns of
unsustainability" are those that place value on the
transcendent/technological at the expense of the immanent/biological.
While we experienced that erasure when we constructed our daily practice
as a competition between each other leading to the "higher" goal of
competing more effectively against opposing teams in meets, something
else was happening simultaneously alongside our reckless quest for
"perfection" in these terms.
Alongside that desire for transcendence, there is another
experiential modality: "5-minute miles/Each mile and not feeling it,/All
of us tight in a pack/And breathing one stroke." In the image of the
breathing pack, something other than the relentlessness of individual
competition begins to come forward, namely, an embodied collective
breathing, each individual woman transformed into something larger than
herself, living and existing in that moment in a heightened physical
state where activity is effortless, all bodies synchronized to the
motion of the pack and handling "5 minute miles/Each mile" without
"feeling it." This is an experience variously represented as "being in
the zone," being outside of the usual sense of time (that is, tech
time), or being connected to something larger. That this kind of
effortless physical state of extraordinary achievement is gendered as
masculine - "Taking the switchbacks/Like pumas, like male big-horn
sheep" - says more about the ways achievement is traditionally gendered
than anything intrinsic to the experience itself, which takes place
outside the boundaries of tech time, more fully linked to the biological
world of immanence and the ecological realities that give rise to it.
The women's cross-country team, rising together up the switchbacks of a
remote desert trail, our bodies synchronized with each other as the
shale and sand our feet fly on, marks a different kind of experience
than that measured by the stopwatches and record books of tech time.
What this different kind of experience points to is a crucial
doubleness that shapes the athletic experience. Occupying a space
neither wholly co-opted nor entirely transformative, the female athlete
oscillates between transcendence and immanence, tech time and biological
time. If "someone has got to live in biological time," Atalanta
both does and does not live there. Her sporting practice makes her
transcendent and immanent simultaneously. A sense of immanence, a
reconnection to biological time experienced through physical activity,
as outlined above, has been termed by sociologist Nigel Thrift as an
"immersive practice." "Immersive practices" are those that "constitute a
'background' within which nature is encountered as a means of gathering
stillness, both inside and outside the body. A central component lies in
the temporality of the practice."[29]
Sport formulated as an
"immersive practice" takes a practitioner out of tech time and into
biological time. The immersive is the alternative to the competitive
model of sport, with its relentless focus on the bottom line of winning
to the exclusion of the athlete's health, a focus which in turn embodies
the dominant neoliberal culture and its own relentless focus on economic
growth to the exclusion of other factors such as public health and human
welfare. Through her participation in an immersive practice - which is
always, if you look for it, an aspect of the athletic
experience - Atalanta knows she is immanent, but partakes of the
transcendent signifiers neoliberalism offers even as she disavows or
accepts them. The female athlete reconfigures the binary between
transcendence and immanence, articulating a way to live in tech time and
biological time simultaneously. If one shifts the lens away from a
bottom-line focus on competition and the zero-sum game of winning, a
different experiential model based around the idea of immersive
practices begins to emerge within sporting practices that reconnect us
with biological time (this is why "being in the zone" is also
experienced as being "out of time").
Empirical studies of the experiences of female athletes show that,
regardless of gender inequalities on both material and representational
levels, women experience their sports as immersive practices for which
they will rearrange their lives to continue having. In a recent article
on female surfers, Ceri Pritchard et al. report that "surfing, for many
of the women we interviewed, is an integral part of their lives and many
would change their life course in order to pursue it."[30]
Surfing, like other sports that allow direct connection to nature, is a
particularly good example of immersive practice, but it is possible to
experience this sense of sport anywhere. Robin Janiszeufski, a surfer
and cancer survivor, describes just such an experience when she writes
that "surfing removes the need to close my eyes and seek the voice
inside. The face of the wave defines my being. I hear, see, smell, and
taste the ocean. Through surfing, I experience a pure joy and
higher-mindedness that has no substitute. Surfing has become the
metaphor for how I move through life on land."[31]
What
Janiszeufski describes is clearly based on being part of something,
experiencing the body as connected to rather than separate from the
world around it.
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