Melissa Wilcox,
"Bodily Transgressions: Ritual and Agency in Self-Injury"
(page 2 of 6)
Another phenomenon that involves sometimes socially unacceptable,
intentional alteration of one's body tissue for purposes of
self-expression, and that thus engages in a process of symbolic
interaction, is tattooing. Not classed as self-injury and in some ways
distinct from it, tattooing nonetheless offers an interesting parallel
and perhaps a key to understanding self-injury as part of a broader
spectrum of expressive bodily interventions. Michael Atkinson notes that
while anthropological studies in non-Western cultures have portrayed
tattooing in a positive light, when tattooing comes home to Western
cultures it's portrayed as unremittingly deviant and anti-social in
academic literature. Based on his own ethnographic research among tattoo
artists and their clients, Atkinson argues instead that "tattooing is
routinely undertaken as: i) a rational form of identity expression; and
ii) a conservative gesture of conformity to dominant norms of
self-restraint."[12]
Sounding surprisingly similar to a
definition of self-injury, Atkinson explains that "enthusiasts refer to
tattooing as a way of etching controlled representations of emotional
experience onto the body, or managing "problematic" emotions stirred
through social interaction."[13]
Although some tattoos are meant to be
seen and there is much less social stigma involved in the display of
tattoos than in the display of self-injury scars, here again the
boundaries blur to the point where social disapproval remains as the
only clear dividing line between self-injury and
tattooing.[14]
Furthermore, social display of both tattooing and cutting are gendered,
with men more likely to have large, visible
tattoos[15] and more likely
to engage in more extreme (and therefore more visible) forms of
self-injury such as bone breaking.[16]
In keeping with this apparent
gender divergence, Atkinson interprets tattooing as an aspect of
Foucauldian technologies of the self.[17]
Self-injury seems to work the
same way, and we might make a similar claim for religious body
modification.
The literature on self-injury stresses that the practice is
overdetermined; that is, it contains multiple, often intertwined
meanings for practitioners.[18]
One of the potential meanings of
self-injury is of particular interest for my analysis: bodily violation.
The connection between self-injury and sexual abuse is clear in much of
the literature (though a recent meta-analysis has challenged this
understanding; see Klonsky and Moyer[19]).
In cases where there's a
strong relationship between self-injury and sexual abuse, the connection
seems to go through post-traumatic stress disorder, or PTSD. As Weierich
and Nock point out, a number of PTSD symptoms, such as intrusive
thoughts, emotional dysregulation, and numbness, have also been
identified as motivating factors for self-injury—and their study found
a significant relationship between childhood sexual abuse and
self-injury among adolescents.[20]
Furthermore, as Wiederman, Sansone,
and Sansone note,"the childhood experience of the violation of body
boundaries, either directly or indirectly, is a predisposing factor to
bodily self-injury in adulthood among some individuals, perhaps through
subsequent devaluing or dehumanization of one's own
body."[21]
I'm not convinced that devaluation and dehumanization of one's own
body is the right explanation, and I think feminist theory can be
helpful here. Teresa de Lauretis' classic formulation of technologies of
gender, expanding on Foucault's concepts of technologies of sex and
technologies of the self, posits that such technologies, "have the power
to control the field of social meaning and thus produce, promote, and
'implant' representations of gender." They can also take more resistant
forms "in subjectivity and self-representation."[22]
The words of
Regina, a participant in Atkinson's study of tattooing, demonstrate that
this art form can serve as a technology of the self:
It's totally understandable to me why tattooing is so
popular now, when there are a million ways your body can be
invaded .... After a while you pay attention to how your body works and
looks. A weak-looking body is a target .... With all the risks I can't
control, I put on this armor [tattoos] and show how I won't lie down and
be a victim.[23]
Wary of the violation of bodily boundaries, Regina practices what we
might see as another form of bodily violation—inscription on the skin
with needles—in order to transform her body from "weak-looking" to
armored. The armor of her tattoos becomes for her a show of force,
refusing a passive body that would "lie down and be a victim" and
claiming, by implication, an active, resistant one. Although Regina does
not mention gender explicitly, this shift from a passive to an active
body suggests that for her, tattooing is also a subversive technology of
gender.
If tattooing is a technology of gender, and if, as I've argued, the
boundary between tattooing and self-injury is murkier than it is often
made out to be, might self-injury also be a technology of gender? Does
that make it, as some have argued, a tool of the patriarchy, or can we
also see it as a form of subversion?[24]
In answering these questions, I
will consider four aspects of self-injury: voice, symbol, agency, and
ritual.
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