Martin F. Manalansan IV,
"Queering the Chain of Care Paradigm"
(page 3 of 5)
At first glance, many of these "domestic" situations are not the
recognizable and stereotypical "feminine" variety that showcase the
circulation of global love and compassion. One transgender care worker
named Sally develops a familial and intimate relationship with her
client. When asked if her client now considered her as a son, Sally
said that she felt like a daughter to him. In several scenes, the old
man teaches Sally how to read poetry in Hebrew. While he admits that he
does not understand Sally's "gender situation," he nevertheless gives
her a skirt as a gift. Such moments of intimacy and caring illustrate
that the messy conjunctions of gender and care work do not clearly
follow normative lines.
At the same time, Sally's situation seems to be the exception to the
rule. Many people I have talked to after viewing the film remarked on
how the gay Filipino care workers accomplished their work tasks with a
kind of cold efficiency. Jan, one of the Filipino care providers, goes
about his daily routines with an efficient though less intimate manner
than Sally. Many viewers have remarked how Jan seemed to be less
invested in his work since he does not seem to "love" his job. It is
only when he dresses up in drag in the dimly lit corridors of his
client's apartment that he "comes alive." Viewers asserted that most of
the care workers in the film were like Jan, just going through the
paces and enlivening while in the drag performances. In many cases,
viewers asserted that these gay domestic laborers, unlike Sally, did not
really "care" and that the work was less about emotion and more about
sweating it out in a mechanical fashion.
Does this mean that these gay men and transgendered women are devoid
of "feelings"? Are these care workers inauthentic because as biological
men they are not "equipped" to fulfill the "natural" womanly role of
caring? Or is it more accurate to say that their feelings are less
grounded in normative domesticity and filial attachments?
I would argue that the film viewers I talked to are not the only ones
who seem to suggest the inadequacy of non-normative female (non-mothers,
single, transgendered, or mothers without "maternal instincts") and male
subjects in this context. I submit that Ehrenreich and Hochschild in
Global Woman (as well as scholars such as Michael Hardt and
Antonio Negri who wrote about affective labor[8]) have calcified and
naturalized the link between female domesticity and care work. Finally,
I suggest that Global Woman, and other works, unwittingly echo
the universalization of "woman" espoused by an earlier wave or strand of
feminism that has long been critiqued. However, this time, it is a
universality inscribed onto the Third World woman's brown body.
I strongly believe that we need to expand our idea of "care work."
The Paper Doll queers are indeed performing care labor beyond the
routine of feeding, washing and moving their infirm clients. In their
drag shows, I would argue, they are performing a "care of the self"[9]
as Foucault terms it. In "care of the self," Foucault argues for the
ways in which the subject "cultivates" or more appropriately "labors" to
constitute a sense of self through quotidian activities. This process
of self-cultivation is in many ways disciplined and constrained, while
at the same time it is also a space where the subject may feel a sense
of exuberant freedom. It is this self that is presented to a public that
scrutinizes, rewards or punishes accordingly, so subjects often have to
mediate, veil or dissimulate these glimpses of selfhood. Also, part of
this process of self-making involves the search for pleasure. This goes
back to Jan and the other "non-caring Paper Dolls" who, within their
everyday miseries and struggles, are able to establish mostly fleeting,
yet oftentimes fulfilling forms of sociality (with each other and with
various audiences) and moments of pleasure. These forms of sociality are
in fact imbued with affective energies that at once "authentic" and
dissimulated. Members of the Paper Dolls troupe find pleasure in
dressing up and performing in front of audiences, and they also find
pleasure and solace in being together as a group. In other words,
through their drag performances and their off-stage activities
(including group sleepovers in cramped quarters) members of the Paper
Dolls troupe unravel the false binary of true/authentic and
fake/dissimulated feelings.
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